Nobody cares. This should be apparent from the complete lack of familiar faces cheering at your announcement.
You can't even really call the site "up" when nothing works.
You've eroded everyone's trust. You didn't take care of the hard drive, you didn't back up, you dropped the ball on coding, you allegedly took people's donations and ran off with them, and now you've apparently spent some time in a mental institution. How exactly are we supposed to trust you now?
Even if you somehow manage to eventually get the site back to full running status, Yerf's reputation has been permanently ruined. By YOU.
GIVE IT UP.